Ashwagandha update: Someone commented hate on one of my reels, and it only made me feel dizzy and full of hate for like 2 min, then I didn't care.
I passed the test, God/Universe you can make me famous now.
500k views, 50k likes and 300 followers in October!! I feel like the meme of the digger that didn't quit.
I remember when I got 5k views in one video and I got really happy about it hahaha. I’ll probably look back on this moment one day with the same warmth and pride I feel when I think about that now.
One of the funniest things I’ve done with my memory started when I was 13 and my sister was 14. My sister was obsessed with the guy who is now her boyfriend, and one day he got dropped off in front of us. I saw the car’s license plate and told my sister that one day, completely randomly, I was going to tell him what it was.
They started dating in 2022, and a few months later, while we were eating dinner, I randomly said the plate number with zero context. He was shocked and confused about how I knew his grandpa’s license plate. Funny memory.
“Didn’t you tell me…?” “You mentioned something like…”
I actually remember everything. I just pretend I don’t remember it that well because I don’t want the conversation to turn into “Why do you remember that?”
I have a theory regarding my streak of good things happening. I started taking ashwagandha → less stress/energy on bad thoughts → more energy and hapiness on good thoughts → attracts positive things.
Or the egg thing to cleanse my energy worked.
I still can't pronounce mountain.
Around 5 years ago I manifested Kanye following me. It worked within the hour and I got scared.
My dream studio will have a fountain drink machine - coke and sprite (both zero ofc).
In a month I'm gonna do something so incredible, people are gonna be like "was it difficult?" The answer is no, it took me like 4 min - the hardest part was losing weight to look nice for it.
Update October 22, 2026: It's not happening anymore.
Album almost finished, I can get on my meds (ashwagandha) now.
I love listening to songs and then changing something small that makes it fit my story. I was listening to Mariah Carey's Say Something and I love the part when she says "and you got my mind blown, now baby, now baby let's go." I took that and put"don't" instead of "let's." Small change that makes you go somewhere else in your mind.
My favorite part in C U is the ad-lib/harmony, the "girl girl girl"
My favorite Felix Garofalo bar is "My dreams they 2D, so the limelike/limelight come with ice"
What's a 2D graphic called? A sprite
What's a sprite? A lime-like flavoured soda.
So my dreams are digital, and I have no limelight, just a drink that tastes like lime.
I find it funny whenever I make small talk with people from my hometwon I don’t really talk to because it's usually like this.
X:How was Berklee?
[I look confused]
X: Didn't you study music production?
Me: Bentley, not Berklee. And I studied economics
(That sounds like I am mean, I smile the whole time and we both laugh at the end)
It's intersting when people tell me my music reminds them of Childish Gambino. I don't think he is a present reference when I create, but maybe we have similar inspirations. He grew up in Georgia, I love Outkast; he was a teen when The Neptunes were at their peak, I love Pharrell.
Back when I only made beats and didn't write to them, I would find ways to express myself through just the instrumental. When I started writing, it kinda gave me freedom to don't think like that and just focus on the beat sounding good. I recently thought of that, and I tried to make C U tells a story without focusing on the lyrics. If you listen closely, the beat is strings and keys surrounded by modern instruments (synths). When the beat switches, it still those instruments, but with a different environment that makes it feel different, more relaxing. So what I was trying to say without words is that something so organic, like the type of feelings and wants I have in the song, when surrounded by modern aspects, it can feel completly different.
I hate posting the hinge serenates btw. Whenever I post them I don't open IG for the rest of the day.
The song Bad Timeline comes from the theory of Quantum Inmortality. I was having amazing realisitic dreams at the beginning of last year, and then I would wake up and be like "whaaaaat? that didn't happen?" When I explain this to people, they usually tell me "So being dead is better than being in this timeline?" But what came to my head today was: maybe because our death was avoided, something good had to be sacrificed. Still, this is a great timeline, it was just a big contrast with the dreams I had at the time.
When people compliment a song I just released it's like a a compliment with delay. "Time Capsule is amazing! You are getting better." Thanks, I actually made it like 8 months ago, so hopefully you'll compliment the song I just finished today in some weeks.
I don't think people noticed that Weekend Desk Sessions has 7 songs because of the 7 days of the week. With INTJ, when the EP came out my boss was like "oh is it 4 songs because of the 4 letters?" and I was like fuckkkk that's genius, I didn't think of that.
Have you realized that Drake doesn't touch the 1 (in the beat count) in a lot of his songs - that's why some of his punchlines sound harder. Like the normal thing is to don't touch the 4, but he skips the 1. 8 out of 10 is a great example or 30 Hours.
Please don't hack this page
A 10/10 song scratches my brain, heart and ears. A requirement for anything I put out is to feel 2 of those minimum.
Time Capsule is one of my favorite songs of all time.
I lie in 25%-30% of my songs, so people that know me be like "I know that's not true. Is this other line that I know nothing about true or not?"
I was listening to INTJ and was thinking if someone thought if I was talking poetically in that line of me seeing Spiderman. My sister and I really saw him in our window. I've been doing research and apparently a lot of paranormal things happen in Ecuador because is in the middle of the world.
What I was trying to say in that line (and the next ones that complete the thought) is that me seeing Spiderman and my dreams are the same. Both in my mind are real - I 100% believe I can be someone in Hip Hop and that I saw Spiderman. I feel like people not believing the Spiderman thing has been a training to continue believing in what I say, no matter what other people think.
I don't use emojis, except these ironically 🙄🤦🏽♂️
I don’t really show off, but whenever someone asks me about my writing, I always end up shifting the conversation to the time André 3000 (yes, the same one that did Ms. Jackson, Aquemini, Hey Ya!, She Lives in My Lap and the whole The Love Below) gave me advice on how to rap.
One thing from the 2000s that I love is that they had blogs - I guess twitter and instagram are good replacements, but I don't like the idea of putting my thoughts there.
I don't know if I can upload videos here, I would love to put those sessions I record myself making music (only the beat making part is interesting, the vocal recording process is weird for me).
Another thing, I hate when they call me a rapper, singer or producer. If you call me rapper, I am like "you just butchered my best quality: producing and making beats." I also feel like you are putting me in the same level as a Soundcloud rapper.
If you call me a producer, I feel like it undermines the bravery I have to put out my thoughts and my voice for anyone to hear. And a singer because I barely "sing."